Jesus and Yoga Siddhas Part 1

Jesus and Yoga Siddhas Part 1

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Question by Amanda: Any other depersonalization sufferers? Can anyone relate? please read D:?
Right now I worry if this is more than DP and anxiety attacks. I feel like I'm going to lose my mind. I keep researching stuff online non stop. New disorders. I'll think I have most of them because some of the symptoms fit. When I get a panic attack my head feels heavy, my ears start ringing, everything looks more un-real, I can't breathe, I start yelling sometimes, I'll squeeze something, I'll flip out. My heart will start racing sometimes too. It gets really bad at night before I sleep and when I look in the mirror. :( I get at least one panic attack a day. I've been to 3 psychologists. First one thought there was nothing wrong with me. Second one thought it was all anxiety and wanted to send me back to the nut house (i was there once before. Bad experience.) and the third one (the one i have now) thinks I have anger issues. What the hell? Originally I was diagnosed with social anxiety disorder and depression. A few months ago is when the Derealization started showing up. Then the depersonalization followed. My mom doesn't understand. I mean she tries to. No one else even tries. I don't know what I'd do without her. I'm very scared of losing her. Hey, do you ever rock back and forth? I do that and I stare sometimes. Everything is bright and colorful, but it's in a bad way. I can barely recognize my family. Sometimes when I feel like I'm going to go crazy my head gets empty and I can't think. :( I worry about my physical health too. I had my mom take me to the ER when my heart was racing really fast. Turns out it was just a panic attack. :/ I had my eyes checked. Nothing wrong with them and I had my brain checked. It's fine. I'm not on any medication right now, but my mom makes me take a klonopin (i was prescribed months ago. Not supposed to be taking it anymore really) when I get REALLY panicy. I hate that. I hate taking medication without my doctor knowing. *sigh* I'm seeing a new psychiatrist on friday. Hopefully he can prescribe some good medication. I hate the side effects of them though. I'm very paranoid. D:

I don't do drugs so I know mine wasn't caused from that. I don't have much stress. I'm actually homeschooled and stuff. No boyfriends or friends to worry about. No drama. My family is a pain in the ass, but whos isn't? No trauma really. I mean there might be trauma there from when I was younger, but shouldn't it have gone away by now. I had my mother taking away from me when i was 3. You should've seen how hard i was crying. My dad is such a lying SOB. My parents were druggies and my grandparents were alcoholics. And then there was a bunch of other shit, but I don't get why that's still with me. Shouldn't it be gone by now? I don't know.

Meditation. Ah. I tried that and it made me nauseous for some reason. I'm extremely unable to relax. I might be getting hypnotized soon. We'll see how that works out D: Blah. Yoga......haven't tired that yet, but I should. I lack motivation. I'm so depressed. I even get suicidal thoughts sometimes. I have no friends to talk to anymore really. Do I wanna make some? Not really. They're so hard to keep. I'm very sensitive too so thats a problem. Plus, they never really understand. I don't have much support from anyone. I lose track of time sometimes. Or I'll think its a certain time when it's not. >_< My sleeping schedule is all messed up because of the panic attacks I get every time I try to sleep. They're terrible. Sometimes I'll sleep at like 8am. Sometimes I'll sleep at 4pm. Sometimes I'll sleep ALL day. Like the other day I slept from 11am to 8pm. Jesus Christ. That and sometimes I'll get sleep paralysis when I try to sleep. Its scary. Sometimes I'll see things too. Very rarely though. Er...what really has helped me is movies. Distracting myself with movies. and this friend I used to talk to on the phone. He was a big distraction for me. We laughed a lot, but unfortunately we don't talk anymore. :( Each day my DP/DR gets worse and worse. Everything looks weirder and weirder. What keeps me going? Well...I don't actually know. I don't have any goals or anything. Maybe it's hope. Not many people know about or care about DP huh? its always about fucking depression. >___< I went through this huge phase where I was all philosophical and thought I was just a nihilist.

So can anyone relate? Kind of?

Best answer:
I have had it for three years constant, and there is nothing that can be done for it in most cases.
In the last few months it has worsened, my parents, friends, and partner are like strangers to me, I am quite aware of who they are, it is just I cannot process that they are real.
Some days I wake up, and have to remember where I am, sometimes even who I am, and who I am with.
I can be out, and instantly forget where I am and how I got there.

I find it difficult to put my thoughts together in my head, they never make sense, and I just get to the point where I can't think.

I feel trapped.

I try to drink to dull it, it occasionally works, but other days it only makes it worse.
I have several minor panic attacks every few months.

The psychologists are unsure what had caused it.

I tend to want to do things that would make me feel real, anything.
I want to be my old self again.

If you wish message me you can, or I'll give you my msn, if you need someone to talk to who actually understands.

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